September 2006


Seventy-five years, Mom
three quarters of a century long lived
and lovely.
You’ve bridged the race gap,
the generation gap
the missile gap
the gender gap.
You walked through the valley of death
free of fear,
an interesting experience.
You married Leonard, a gentle Virgo,
a man of moods and melodies
. . . a man of letters.

Together you danced the night away
on Seattle’s silver lining
until pitter patter,
patter pitter,
dirty diapers,
love children.

i am primogeniture.
A black bully pushed me down
a steep and scary hill
on my tricycle.
Mommy swooned
at the sight of my bloody nose.

My guardian angel cringed
as brother Lynn arrived,
crying “Tommy dood it! Tommy dood it!”
to our spare-the-rod-spoil-the-child daddy.
Little did we know he would become
mayor of Mt. Baker Ridge,
town raconteur.

Fair sister Marilyn Anne then
blessed our growing family,
Daddy’s girl, Tommy’s nemesis.
She grew so fast,
split so soon . . .
Begat Atwood, le petit giant.
Marilyn paints sunny murals
of dreamy city landscapes
in dreary San Francisco.

Spider Baby, Peter Michael,
now appeared,
huggable little guy,
grew tall and wise.
Peter, the rock of generations.

Momma
seventy-five-year survivor
in a rock-and-roll world of contradictions
a world of radioactive sunsets.

I received it by email—
amazing how they proliferate
in the fading days of summer
as shadows climb the stairs
at sunset, creeping past the open door
where regret waits to welcome night

Just when I thought the rhythm and words
were right, I learn something is missing
in my metaphor and meter
I’m reminded that age can dull
the edge of inspiration
and leave me alone
with the night

A middle-aged man sits at a small table
in a small café in mid-town San Diego
sipping his Moroccan mint as he peers
out the window at the intersection
of 30th and Beech street
trippin’ on Miles sweet/soul sound
soaring through the open door
to the rhyme and rhythm of the street
“So What” is Miles lyrical reply to
those who wonder why a middle-aged man
sits alone at a small table in a small café
sipping mint tea on a rainy afternoon
in Southern California in spring time